Wow. Today marks one whole month of living in the Dominican Republic. That went quickly.
Most people who know us would agree that Scott and I are fairly laid-back individuals. But even with our happy-go-lucky personalities, the last few weeks of moving in and setting up and getting accustomed to the culture have not been all fun and games. There have been enjoyable and exciting moments (like getting to know our neighbors and turning our house into a home). But unfortunately, it has been easy for me to focus on little things to the point of frustration (like not being able to ask for something at the store or having to change my clothes multiple times a day because of my propensity to sweat buckets in the heat/humidity). If I’m not careful, I find myself selfishly dwelling on the comforts and ease of living that I’ve left behind. Then feelings of guilt creep in… and then depression… and a not-very-good cycle begins.
When I find that I’m getting frustrated with these little things, I ask myself some questions. Why are we here? Why are we living in a foreign culture, giving up the things and people and places that are familiar? You know, it’s funny – when I honestly answer these questions, my perspective changes almost immediately and the frustrations of the moment seem to melt away. There are many reasons we’ve decided to do life here, but the big (and simple) answer is this – we just want to make our Jesus famous. I know I don’t have much to give Him, but what I do have is available for Him to use whenever and however He wants. If that means a few adjustments to my lifestyle, then by His strength I’ll make those adaptations wholeheartedly.
“Looking UP.” That’s how my college class advisor always signed off on his e-mails. I remember the day I internalized that phrase. I was sitting in my dorm room at Cedarville, staring at those two words on my computer screen. What would my life be if I were “looking up” at every moment? My answer not only caused me to change some of my attitudes and actions in college, but it also played a role in why I am here in the DR. This past month, I have been learning more fully what it means to change my perspective from me to Him.
Whew. All of that to say this: running my race is so much easier when I’m looking up (Hebrews 12:1-2).
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Thank you for that thought – I am so happy for you guys and praying that God would continue to lead you and bless you – He is good and always aware of our needs ! thanks again – it made me more aware of my need to keep looking up and praying for all of you — in Christs love—Loren
Thanks for the prayers, Loren! You were (and ARE) a blessing and encouragement to us!
A month already? I can’t believe it’s been that long. I miss you guys more than i can say, but i, too, have been reminded to look up and remember WHY you’re there. Our sacrifice is nothing compared to what Jesus sacrificed for us. Keep looking up and give all those boys a great big hug and kiss from
Grandma!! We love you sooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just read this and your grandpa and I love this. Gramps says to save this in a file somewhere. We love you, miss you and are praying for you.
Checking in a little late this time. Your youthful, yet mature, views and concepts keep me in check. When talking to your mom, Angela, and telling her how I worry for you.. her reply was, “But if you have Jesus, that is the most important thing.” I’m so glad that your “famous Jesus” keeps you and IS your reason.